I'm from Mexico. I'm from the north of Mexico. I've been living in USA since I'm, 10 years old. So I've been moving everywhere. Like, I was living in Oregon, California, Texas. And that's where my mom is living right now and my sister. But I was like, you know what, I need something different. I still want the energy of USA, but I want more life. Because everywhere else you go in USA, it's like, It's pretty, but it can get boring, you know? So I was like, let's go to New York.

Right now, my style? Just have fun each day, depends what I'm feeling, depends what I'm doing. Everything is from Forever 21. Cause I was working there for a little bit just to get stable here. So I got a lot of clothes and I learned that clothes doesn't have to be too much. You know, you can just like, for example, this is one thing, right? If I put it by itself, it's going to look cute cause it's cute.

When I got here, my friend was like, I need a job. I need a job. I was like, yeah, I mean, I had money saved, but I was like, yeah, we need a job. Because it's better to like, just in case, you know, just in case. So, she applied there and they were like, Yeah, we need more people and I was like, yeah, let's go. Cause you have a discount when you work in clothing. So, I'm like, yeah, let's do it. So, I got a lot of clothes from there because, When I came here, I just came with one big luggage, right? So I'm a person that likes clothes. So, I was dying. I was like, I need more clothes. So, I started getting clothes from there.

Now I have like two rooms of clothes. I grew up watching Hannah Montana. Remember her closet? I wish I can be like one of those people that will be so easy. I was looking at myself for a long time, but I'm an adventurous person. And it's adventurous because I have a lot of energy, so I want to try new stuff. I remember my mom and my sisters, they were like, "Oh, I'm gonna go and take a nap", and to take a nap. I couldn't, I could never take a nap, I had, I have to be doing stuff all the time. So, I learned to try new stuff.

I keep everything. And I feel like that's, that's something not healthy, but I enjoy it. So healthy things, they don't really need to be healthy to others. To be good for you, you know, cause I grew up not having much right. And it's not because I didn't, it's because when my mom, since I'm young, I've been moving too much places. So when you move to a different house in a different country or in a different state, you're not going to take everything because that's a lot of money. You can just go and buy more. So me, doing that my whole life growing up, it make me think that clothes, it was always there because that's the only thing you can take is your clothes. I started getting like, attached to my clothes, cause it holds memories too. That's why I collect clothes, because it's like, I collect everything and I'm like, put it together and they're all from different parts, different stories, different people, because sometimes you have that clothes not from a store, like you have it from a friend, you know, your friend give it to you. I don't know if this is real, but, I have this thought of, everything has, they're made of cells, and cells are, like, energy, so things have energy, so, like, they have your energy. So it's not, just, like, the animals that die and you get sad, because you can get sad with, animals, things, and people, because they all have your energy, and you spend time with it, you know?

Also, since I'm really young, I remember playing with, like, this stuff. Like, stuff that you have, like, cream, stuff that you have. So I remember when I was a kid, playing with this stuff and be like, "oh, this is a human." Or, you know, like, Barbies? You play with Barbies and I don't know, it's weird. So they have energy and if you watch documentaries, and I don't really know how to say the right names because I'm always doing something else when I watch these things, but they talk about energy.

We are all energy. That's what we are live and things have energy too and they have cells and it's like, it's, it's alive. There's a lot of old people that in the past used to think that babies, they didn't have feelings. So they used to do surgeries on babies without anesthesia and nothing, and people not too long ago, they used to think that animals, they're stupid, animals, they didn't feel, they didn't like nothing. And now, we know that animals do funerals. If there's a love, if there's another animal, they die, they have an attachment with the animal, they do a funeral. Like, there's videos of them doing that. And, there's videos of them, making friends with humans. And now we know that they do. And it's because these earth is alive and everything that we create is alive. I feel like when you start spending a lot time with something, they'll have energy. I do sound a little bit crazy. If you really think about it, we think kind of the same with the body, like our brain, it's what moves our body, but our body has a memory by itself, you know, it's made of all these cells that also things are made from. And, and, there's a lot of times that our brain cannot remember something, but our body can, and it projects in something else, you know?

I feel like my energy comes from everyone. Cause we all connected. Cause it comes from my past people that leave and they're dead now, but their energy keep giving me life. They're like, people taking care of you or also comes from my mom that is in Texas. She's not close to me but she's giving me energy and she's alive and she's still giving me energy or it comes from my future me that is in the future. It's not here with me, but it's giving me the energy, it's like, it's giving me the energy to continue, you know, so I feel like my energy come from what I was, what I'm gonna be, and what I am, and people.